The one i love.

I am in love.
His name is Patrick McPeak.
I did something terrible this weekend. I didn't mean any harm, but it hurt him so bad. I lost some trust from him I'm sure of it. He deserves the best and I'm sick of crying thinking I'm not the best for him because I can be. I need to stop being a lazy ass and show this guy what I'm made of. I love him and am in love with him. I can tell you the truth right now... I have never felt this way about anyone before. He is everything in one package just the way I like it. I hoe he forgives me someday. If not anytime soon i guess i have to work harder on showing him what i got and how amazing i think he is.